Saying Goodbye

I am very fortunate that I have not lost someone close to my heart. I have lost my grandpa, but I did not know him well enough to actually miss him. I only got to see him once in a blue moon. He never really was there for my aunts and uncles. I was still sad and heart broken because he is gone now and that my parents and aunts and uncles were so sadden to have lost their father. I was still not completely sadden because I never got the chance to sincerely meet and get to know each other. I do not think he even knew my name. I am glad that I have not experienced any loss of anyone. I do not like saying goodbye, even when I know I will see them soon or years later. I just know that I will see them again. I should appreciate every person I meet and I should adore all the people dear to my heart. I know I will loose someone eventually but I am so lucky to have not experienced anything so devastating. After so many stories being told to me about how people have lost loved ones it breaks me heart just to hear it. I do not know if I could take the pain of loosing someone I treasured. I've only been to two funerals and I am so lucky that it has only been two. My first was my great grandpa, I also did not know him. He probably did not even know who I am. But I still had to pay my respects. My second was my grandpa, he probably did not know my name as well and I did not know him very well either, but my respects were still payed. Loosing someone and never seeing them again is hard. I know that death is a part of life but death shows you the point of life. Death shows you how precious and how lucky it is. It makes you adore life more. I am so thankful I have not felt the pain of loosing someone I love so dearly.